Why is it that I left you when you also left me. Alone and without purpose
Why is it that when you are stuck in a house that is haunted by memories I am stuck in my past and have traded my freedom away.
why is it that when you are angry it is OK to be bitter and unreasonable.
What happened to being understanding of my fault and understanding when I fucked up. Goddamn it I was understanding when you made a host of mistakes.
why is it ok to forget about how much you are hurting your son by making this decision
why is it ok to ask for me to change when there is no promise that you would even attempt to do the same. and in the past the promises that you made for change were just ash in the wind.
why is that acceptable to ask me to accept the blame for our relationship falling apart when I want to fix it. while you want to sit back and move on.
Why is it accpetable to ask me to be your friend and forget that I just want you to be mine again to forget how much you ask is insane and inconsiderate.
why is it acceptable to say "you know what I like most about us being broken up that I don't need to be nice to your friends" that is a shitty thing to say.
Why is all this acceptable and ok while I just want our life back. I am moving the fuck on. I am done with the sadness and heartbreak that your bring in spades. I wish you would want me back in your life but if you are going to be such a spiteful person why would I want that.
Remember you left me. I said what I felt and you walked away. I wanted to have us work through a hard time like we did in the past. Fuck you and seeing abandonment. I would have walked through hell for you